I want to feel intoxicated without a sip of alcohol.
I want to feel high without taking a hit.
I want to feel something other than chaos.
I desperately try to make sense of the madness, yet I’m left feeling numb.
The same story just a different day.
The same hello’s from familiar faces.
Useless conversations just to pass the time.
Moments that will be forgotten in the blink of an eye.
I’m becoming dull.
The desire to feel something is overwhelming.
I want a love that’s bad for me.
I want rebellion and messy sheets.
I want to draw inspiration from the passion.
I want to have something to be afraid of losing
I want to follow my dreams to the edge of the earth.
No hesitation only action.
Most people are afraid of taking chances but I’m afraid of not taking them.